| "every time i talk to you i'm reminded of how my behavior and overall disposition fucking hinders my ability to find anyone who could understand me."
that needed to be documented.
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| currently listening to: Mohinder
I'm really sorry for whining so much lately. I'm honestly not unhappy, just very letdown. I don't need people to wish bad things on me. I want things to be okay with my family. I want Shanna to be alright. I want everything to work out for Stephen. And for once in my life, I've just got to put myself second.
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| I don't want to explain why I do the things I do. I don't want to talk about it. I just want to grow up and get better and do what I need to do.
I'm tired of my family butting into my life, thinking they're somehow going to solve all my problems, but are only making things worse.
I'm sorry for being this human being. Okay, I'm sorry. I don't know who else to be but me.
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| I have so little to hold on to, and so much to lose.
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| get this smell off me.
get this taste off of me.
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